Randomness From My Mind

There has been a lot on my mind lately.

I’ve wanted to blog it out…

I was sooo concerned about structure.

So I didn’t write.

Writing saves me

Writing heals me

Being able to get it out keeps me “sane”

Whatever that is…

There is change happening in the world.

Love is growing.

Fear is growing.

People are attempting to hold on to what feels familiar

I am too.

But I like change.

The unknown though…

Some of this is mad random

Like my brain

My thoughts

It just is

I wanted to do paragraphs about what’s been new with me, but this is what it is flowing.

I procrastinate… a lot.

The distractions are there…shiny things and such

Plans have been dissolved and reintroduced

It hurts more than I’m willing to admit sometimes

When you run into yourself

What you did…

What you do…

This was supposed to be something else

More congruent

More direct

My mind is not there

The feelings are real

Dot connecting is not working

So it flows

As is